- Tuesday, April 17, 2012
- Posted in balance,enoughness,gentleness
fireside dinner in our front yard, taken a few nights ago
I’ve been feeling quiet lately. I think its just all part of this movement flowing through my life. A movement of cocooning and healing and being mindful of where I put my energy and what kind of energy I allow into my life. Its been so so good for me to keep it simple and present. So so good.
Here are a few things that are filling my heart with flutters these days…
Dreaming of the new yellow house we’ll be living in this coming July and how I want to a create a nourishing, earthy, calm and inspiring space for my family and visitors. Amused at how excited I get about dreaming up and designing a home.
Researching what it would be like to have chickens and goats. There are some pretty darling homes you can build for them! We went to an animal farm in Victoria, BC last year and got to sit with baby goats and cuddle and pet them. It was there I learned that if you decide to have a goat in your family, you should have two because they need the company. Hmmm…just like us, yes? A lot to learn and a lot of work but its been fun to imagine the possibility of extending our family in this way. ; )
Looking into a studio space for me to put in our new backyard this Summer. Something barn shaped and wide with lots of light. My husband surprised me by purchasing this eBook because I want to experiment with painting furniture. I love love to explore antique shops and oh that furniture from Anthropologie and Sundance makes me swoon. Can you imagine doing that kind of stuff yourself? I know. I can too. So, here I go.
I have fallen in love with using words for decor. So far I have “Read” for our library/office. “Dream” for our bedroom and “Gather” for our kitchen. It adds such a fun touch. Also loving the idea of poetry on a wall.
Whole Food Meal Plans is my saving grace these days. At the end of the week I get a list of 5 recipes that I use for dinners, a few deserts and a fun weekend food project with a grocery list to gather up the goods for the next week. Every single meal has been mouth watering…and I mean that and I am PICKY. Usually when I try a particular way of eating and follow a book of recipes, I only like a few. But oh my…last night my husband and I were talking about how brilliant Nicole and Alex are. Seriously. Drool worthy meals and healthy too. But the best part is not having to plan out my own meals because I’ll be honest with you, that is NOT my forte. I love to cook but the planning bit is not my gig.
Loving and embracing the rhythm with my son. His language is exploding and imagination widening and its so fun to be brought into his world. His new found independence is a trip to witness. Just the little things like gardening together or me being able to work in the yard while he rides his bike around me. Being together but doing our own thing. Its a groove I am really cherishing these days.
The other night I moved the chairs and fire pit from our backyard into our front yard and it shifted the energy of time together around the fire. Its now something we can share with passersby or our neighbors rather than being so closed in. I notice we spend a lot more time out front than in the backyard anyways. So, opening up space like this felt really good on our hearts.
Would love to hear about what is making your heart flutter these days…















April 18, 2012
oh denise ~ this space is what i dream of for my own family…someday….someday. <3
April 18, 2012
i adore seeing these daily rhythms. <3 i'm so excited with you for your move and love how you are blessing each room in your new home with a benediction…it will be soulful and celestial. <3 enjoy your quiet cocoon, dearest. much love always. xoxo.
April 18, 2012
Denise….I love looking at all the pictures you post….the Pacific NW is dreamy isn’t it? We love it so much. We just moved into our new wee home and I am having so much fun making it feel as homey and cozy as our last. I have always had a love for redoing old furniture too….started when my kids were little and haven’t stopped. I don’t know if you remember but you have those lovely blue tables…one is your dining table?? and the other TV stand. You were going to see if you could send me a close up picture so I could have the colors matched. I’m sure you have been busy but if you have any time I would so appreciate it. I have a table and nightstand screaming for help
xoxo
April 18, 2012
so much good around you. lovely to read!
April 18, 2012
My daughter turns 10 on Friday. While tucking her in the other night she said: “Mom, I don’t want to turn 10. I want to stay 9. I don’t want to get bigger. I always want to your baby girl and I can’t even fit in your lap anymore!” It melted my heart. I told her I will be calling her baby girl when she is in college, she’ll always be my baby girl. xo
April 18, 2012
Dee I have to tell you i book marked that e-book and the meal planner web page…I love to cook too but it gets daunting and I am the only one planning and again it is just getting kind of old
I took a look and I think I am going to try it…it is not far from the way we eat now, i am just having a hard time with my “role” here with my boys as the planner and cooker of the meals…I think this is going to be a great gift for myself
love the rhythm you have been finding in your new home
so nice
I hope the fire pit moves with you to the yellow house ; )
things that are making my heart flutter???
time to write in a quiet home as my husband and youngest sun enjoy some sand and sun in Florida
my oldest sons up coming graduation…soooooo good!
a lunch date later this week with my best friend
and finally the planning of summer camping in our little travel trailer
even writing them down…my heart jumps!
love and light
April 18, 2012
I have chickens and goats. They’re just companion animals (I’m vegan) so they don’t supply me with anything other than love. They are great animals to have but at the same time they are very time consuming and expensive to feed and care for. Planning a trip is very difficult too. I wish you luck.
April 19, 2012
What a magical photo! I can’t wait til it gets warmer here in Northern California, i’m craving camp fires, and lots of outdoors. I’ve been playing with the idea of chickens and goats too, although we don’t have the yard for goats, they are just so adorable! Loving all you share with us. Can’t wait to see the new home. Blessings.
April 19, 2012
Oh SO beautiful. I sure wish I was a neighbor.
April 19, 2012
Just downloaded the trial week of the recipes. Love food like this! Here’s another site for delish nourishing food – http://nourishedkitchen.com/
April 20, 2012
I raised goats and chickens years ago. Loved the goats and learned to milk them. I made yogurt from their milk. Not just in tiny batches but a gallon at a time and used a heating pad inside a styro cooler with a gallon glass container. It was wonderful, but a bit runny, so I’d add a cup of dry powdered to firm up the consistancy. It can be drained in cheese cloth and you can make your own riccotta! Sometimes I’d use a vanilla bean and honey for a nice taste. Goats are very, very clean animals. Cows are not.
April 20, 2012
This picture is beautiful and it caused a butterfly effect in my life. I saw how you made magic, right where you were. Even though your are not in your beloved yellow dream house, you made a dream anyway, right where you were. Too often, I am waiting for the dream instead of creating it. Thank you for rippling my reality into a possibility for my dreams.
April 21, 2012
I have tears pouring down my cheeks as I read your blog which I have happily discovered today. Your writing is beautiful and inspirational – I feel the wave coming in again and I am going to jump on it as it takes me out to who knows where? I have been through many changes over the past weeks, months, year and I think your words will help to ground me, bring me back to myself. Thank you. It is just buy chance (is there such a thing?) that I have found you and I think I was meant to.
April 22, 2012
Great pic of “the boys”! Love the faery lights in the trees. The early summer weather days here in NH are making my heart flutter these days. The thoughts of setting things in motion to do the things I’m called to do and finally feeling at peace with my life as well. Well understand the meal planning thing! Try as I might just can’t seem to find a way to enjoy it! Even cooking now has become more of a “chore” since it’s now just me at home!
April 23, 2012
A couple inspiring painting sites…and there are tons of them.
http://missmustardseed.com/
http://www.whitebutterflyfurniture.com/
April 25, 2012
heart flutters…twinkle lights in trees . Morning coffee on the beach . Sunny days . The soaring feeling of the word ‘dream’ . The grounding feeling of the word ‘healing’. Fresh clipped flowers. Nourishing, fresh meals. Night walks in the rain. Firepits. Good movies. Great stories. blanket forts. Chalk ferry boats. Chats over coffee. And kale. Sunlight. Moonbeams. Insense. Quiet. Giggles. Being seen. And heard. Being me. Hugs. And kisses. And tears. Real life. Forgiveness. And grace. And love. Love. Love. Love.
Oh. And Josh Hutcherson, he makes my heart flutter too
April 26, 2012
Can not see the pic
Love your blog dear lovely and sweet Denise!
April 28, 2012
just wanted to say – reading your blog makes me feel calm and realize i can find my footing in the world again after a hectic decade or so. i’ve got a long way to go and struggle with anxiety and depression, but your posts about the earth, being in the moment, and enjoying the small things make my whirlwind-brain stop for a little bit, and give me something to look forward to once i’m finally done this degree – i can get back to spending more time on myself and being out in nature.
thank you
April 29, 2012
My heart flutters when my sweet partner sings songs about me being a fairie as I type this
, making magic food for the two of us, meditation, making jewelry, solo trips to sea and the desert, gardening….
Thank you for the sweetness you share on your blog. Did you ever get the email I sent you long ago?
April 29, 2012
Just stumbled across your blog from Violet Bella and this post in particular is great! I am moving to Hawaii to be an organic farmer/beekeeper in a few months and think anybody that has their own chickens or goats is awesome!
Teaching myself Arabic is making my heart flutter in more than one way. Excitement but also in frustration…it’s a tough language! haha.
May 10, 2012
i love your pretty little toes.
May 10, 2012
that was a comment on the pic of your toes with the basket of flowers. doesn’t so much make sense here. silly me.
May 28, 2012
I’m excited for you and your family to move- and try new decor ideas! I have the word “coffee” in big wooden letters in my kitchen.